Sunday, July 12, 2009

BFN #2

Still negative. I am mostly okay with this. I had decided to be Zen about TTC the second time around. We are already moms to this fabulous boy, and our goal for age range is closer to three years. I am three years one month older than my sister, so I have until April until I surpass our age difference.

As many of you know, the actual process of TTC fucks with your head in a big way. It's hard to be okay with failure. But I think I am. I'll just keep trucking.

No more testing unless blood is late (I expect it tomorrow).

6 comments:

sandra said...

I am sorry to hear. And you are so right it really does f**k with your mind. And it truly is hard to be okay with failure. *hugs* to you.

Emma said...

*hugs*

The Fonaholics said...

It most certainly does fuck with your head...love your attitude!!

calliope said...

still sucks. I just want this to be smooth for ya'll- there was enough waiting the first go 'round.
xoxo

SandraMort said...

Wondering how you're holding up?

jay said...

i'm sorry too. xx